It makes no difference in what state a complex is formed whether in every-day life, in sleep, trance, dissociated personality, subconscious states, or hypnosis—they are or may be equally firmly organized and conserved, and they are Conserved, whether we can voluntarily recall the experiences or not. Whether they are to be come organized depends upon the mode and conditions under which “the impression is made upon the mind or nervous system, but, once organized, they are conserved and become a part of our personality.” Henry S. Munro, M.D. Handbook of Suggestive Therapeutics Applied Hypnotism Psychic Science , 1917. This is the story of how the terrorism of a mother's love, in this case the "love" of the Virgin Mary for mankind, is no less cruel and traumatizing than 9/11. And I speak of this abuse because it was not only rampant in my family growing up, but because not speaking about it in order to keep the peace in my family - which I did for decades - is pa...